just. let. it. GO.
Sunday, December 19
Wednesday, November 17
Saturday, November 13
Wednesday, October 20
WHO'STHAT?
cos you're like the fair sky on a cloudless day,
& i'm like the thunderstorm & sweltering heat.
Tuesday, October 19
Friday, October 15
Saturday, October 9
twenty-2-2-soon
i think we need to know that i'll never be the same again.
because i've learnt to accept.
& everyone should accept me for who i am right now.
Sunday, October 3
September
Finally got to know that song I've been wanting to find out.
It's how ironic that the title is September, by Earth, Wind & Fire.
& frankly speaking, ihateseptember.
Every year, something horriblyterribly huge happens in this month. In a bad way. In some way I'll never forget. Something or someone important/huge/i treasure disappears.
& of cos, Oktober shines because of gloomyemo September.
Usually.
But I think it's difficult to be happy again. This time round. After all those times.
Maybe I can never get over the fact of losing something. Because it's not worth all that I've sacrificed, all that I've gone through. & it sucks cos I actually only got over last September this year. Honestly, I can't believe I still held some hope all those months. & people who say it shows that the past was meaningful & worthwhile since you cared for so long? It is fucking untrue. 'Cos it's no longer there anymore. Whether the past was meaningful or not. I used to be a believer in living by the moment and being immersed in short-lived happiness. But not anymore.
'Cos memories are haunting. Sekrets of the past will come back and throw you off-guard. & I don't wanna lose anything more in the present due to the past.
Monday, September 13
quack
Sunday, September 12
last of mykonos
Saturday, September 11
Friday, September 10
Thursday, September 9
Wednesday, September 8
how to finish
Tuesday, September 7
Monday, September 6
gonna soak up the sun
Sunday, September 5
Saturday, September 4
livin' it up
Friday, September 3
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