one month minus one

im happy i had a slow, happy&quiet weekend (:

i've been in town so often since exams ended cos every gathering and every meeting and every movie seemed to be there. even the swedish embassy was at somerset. & yes, im such a slug and i may not get my residence permit in time. after a hectic day of worrying and setting up accounts and of emails and calls, im glad everything fell into place. the crooks were initially worried about me losing my way in sweden. now they're worried i might not get myself onto the plane in time. i'll be safe everyone!

i miss sitting around at home and just letting time pass. this is one of the rare times i watch tv on the couch. today i watched valkyrie. it's the hitler movie with tom cruise in it. i love war movies. they used to say that i like those 'grey-grey brown-brown movies with alot of dust flying up'. haha yes i do. because wartime movies are so heart wrenching. pearl habour's the best one. and the chinese they have red cliff which is equally awesome.

my snow boots arrived at my doorstep today. SO EXCITING :D my huge pink luggage is gonna arrive tmr. i've been spending tons of money lately. so everything must be worthwhile. i've got worries because i hardly know the people who're going. and everyone believes that because im me, i'll adapt to everything and make friends in no time. it's better to think that everything would go this way instead of the other.

meeting the girls at dempsey later. one thing off my food list!

the sun the sea the banglas and the halloween ghosts

and yes, nothing changed when the clock struck twelve on twelfth of oktober.
except for a somewhat supplies call. and the many textes filled with well wishes.
thank you friends for all celebrations big and small.
this is the most awesomest birthday ever. and a 21st is supposed to be a little more special than all the past birthdays. but it wasn't just a little. my 21st was a whole HUGEBIGOMOGOUS special one with all you special people in my life.
<3 <3

never say never

my brother asked me for my thumb drive yesterday night and loaded it with 6 episodes of Gossip Girls. and thank you him cos im done with the 6 episodes i want more but he's only going to see his friend on monday to get the rest for me noooooo. and i spend more time thinking how gorgeous serena is rather than drooling over how kute nate is.

and yeh im having my self-proclaimed rest time now cos crazy days just ended. i've repaid my sleep debt, watched my long-awaited cartoon and went to the favourite cheesecake cafe.

and after all my encounters with the traffic police, plain clothes policemen and policemen in uniforms, parking makes me paranoid. so today after i parked, i saw one opposite the road issuing fines. i decided to cross the super busy road (thanks skips for accompanying me. we all know how bad i am at jay walking) to ask mr tp why he fined the innocent car. i told him 'i thought no line means can park'. he pointed to the line in the middle and told me that line also counted, not just lines at the side. and also it depends on whether the residents complain. okay now i know. very informative information i really always thought no line can park.
and yes i do know that. even though i park at zebra crossings..

today at the much missed cheesecake cafe i was talking to jas and we were both so silly cos we started tearing together.

and pottie reminded me the thing which i've been telling myself which i also tend to forget. remember it's good cos it resets everything. hopefully resetting to something more normal and long-lasting (=

breakfast with papa at killiney tmr! and then to fairprice to buy stuff to bring to the temple. he does this every month and i havent accompanied him in such a long long time. and afternoon is some mummytime.

yes. start of oktoberfun.

#193.
win lose or draw!

30 June 2009
5:20pm
H1N1 scare. luckily trng camp resumed at night. we finally played games after so long. although we're all rusty but somehow i think we managed to do ok thanks to experience perhaps. and high spirits definitely. i'll find my keeping back. but all the flanking and playing in the zone during attack is too exciting for me. MQMQ black crooks (: i love how shuwen lets us do free play now. and how she prefers not shouting during games. O and the snacks she brought was awesome hahaha.

win, lose or draw is TONS FUN!!! :D look at how high siddy is in the picture you'll know. siddy is how calm and cool please hahaha.

poker into the night. instead of chips, we used LAPS. nice. now i owe 100 laps of paddling. hahaha goodness.

pottie was my roomie for 3 nights. it's like the wise grandma and the hopeless kid. cos i didnt even offer her the bed for any of the nights. hahaha bad funshine!

it's july already. one month or so before school starts. two months or so to nat champs. and then goodbye canoe polo.

somehow i feel like i achieved a new kind of emotional equilibrium. suddenly, i feel very contented with everything.

#188.

#181.

suddenly i feel very excited about post-exam days :DDDDDD
and i sekretly wish that i'd be jobless. very bad i know, mummy's gonna nag.
mothers' day this weekend :DDD
i'm planning dinner, present and cake!

i can't wait to do manymanymany things!

back to studying korea for now. there's still china and india waitinggggg.

sometimes my optimism amazes myself!

#144.

when there are people like angels (read: ワン　ジョ) in your life,



(:


a smiley speaks a thousand words!


and i promise to get rid of my bad habit, my unhealthy reliance.
and mebbe i owe some kind of apology.

#128.

im kind of satisfied with life right now. despite all the mugging.

i hope everything remains status quo.

i <3 size="1">we'll be feared.

#125.

liberation.

is finding peace with yourself.

finally! (: