your best is always good enough

early bird catches the worm

vs.

only fools rush in where angels fear to tread

slugs can't be early birds and moreover im one excitement-seeking slug.

im not emo haha

“But don’t you think”, I persist, “that it’s better to be extremely happy for a short while, even if you lose it, than to be just okay for your whole life?”

— Clare Abshire, The Time Traveler’s Wife

an amazing book and a quite awesome movie. and the line reminded me of a phone conversation, something which i so dearly miss. i wonder if this period of latency can bring back a particular period of time when i enjoyed most. when everything was as good as i could've imagined. & we could sit and talk and laugh. about our future, our hopes and fears and our dreams. of random family happenings and squabbles. gossip of every sort. talking about our own friends and their problems. raising our voices a little whenever we disagreed. laughing at our silly persistence over the same old thing over and over again. and your listening because i needed someone to. your story telling, also because i wanted you to. simply because i was bored and felt that i had been talking non-stop. that's also because i wanted to talk myself. being me i never hesitated to speak my mind. and also to think before i spoke. it's a blessing that you also hardly hesitated to agree to my mindless, random and sometimes, out of the mind requests. and the one memorable time just being there was more than enough. because you didn't ask, you didn't probe but you were just there made so much of a difference cos that was all i needed then. & of cos lovers break up and friends drift apart, i believe we'll achieve our hopes and dreams and ambitions and overcome obstacles because we want it enough to do it.

bad romance

it'll be so awesome if i could get hold of this penguin waffle machine. it's called woodles. such a kute name (: forgot when i started having this crazy obsession with penguins. & yes i want more penguin plush toys please thank you.

been studying at science library. it's the time of the year again. haha. im only there during exam periods every year. despite being from biz which is at the other end of school. but all the cp people are at science. and science has got awesome food. YUMYUM ayam.

so i kept staring at the table across us cos they kept eating at their picnic-study table. no idea why i kept staring at the twisties but today i got my own bag of twisties heehee thankyou.

siddy & i are profiling the crooks with the DISC personality assessment now. it's quite funny fun. ideal bf is IDC!

out of sight, out of mind

my psychology textbook says,

'out of sight, out of mind' >>>>>>> 'absence makes the heart grow fonder'

hahaha and of cos we agree. there's no anomaly in that even if we wish there was. and 'out of sight, out of mind' sounds too cruelly sad. my 'the heart soon forgets what the eye sees not' sounds much better.

suddenly i realise many people are heading to sweden next spring (: however unfamiliar we are, we're all from sunny singapore.

huiwen posted a poem i wrote in the organiser i gave her last year.

Roses are red,
Violets are blue.
My love for you,
Is ever so true.
Every morning you wake,
Eggs and toast i'll make.
Warm & fuzzy you'll feel,
Oranges i'll peel,
Just to make orange juice for you.
I'll go a thousand miles,
Just to make you smile.
Oh LeS,
We'll be so happy,
In our little love nest.

it's so funny. i forgot when i started coming up with these funny poems. i think i ever texted a super long one to my dear friend in far away land now. and of cos, the many random spurts of inspirations for poems during my dying days of mugging, right before i gave in to sleep. i suddenly miss all of that. just that i don't have such silly inspirations anymore.

remember hb september. november's so tough.

and i really need something to look forward to.

lund's almost powerless in that aspect.

philophobia

hahaha that's one word i know that pottie doesn't. funshinetan winsssss! for once. and it's more for the emotional attachment, not the love.

paranormal activity last friday put me in a state of suspense. cos i kept wondering when the ghost was gonna appear.

2012 today was armageddonly exciting.

school has finally ended. i've got two papers to go. and i'll be done with nus for the sem, for the year, for next sem. till 2010's summer is over.

it has been so rainy these days. i wish i was always at home, rather than being caught in the rain everytime im heading to school or back.

i hate being the older one but not acting like i am. i hate being myself and not being accepted. sometimes i think nothing i do is ever enough cos im never who you expect me to be. but that's just the way i am.

and im still who i am. when the sky is going to collapse someone will lift it up for me.

my heart has no conscience

words are free

feelings are costly

vanilla twilight

notebookdoodles likes the same owl city song ((:

and that favourite line as well.

wow.