#146.

i wanted something.
then i realise i don't really want it that much.
so i decide to not want it at all.

actually maybe not!

i may not know what i want, but i know what i don't.

so it's still confusing cos i only know what i don't want.

HAHAHA but yes, i want mr t.nvd.w.c.s.b. that's for sure :DDD
but im glad he's non-existent at the moment.

no canoe polo for almost a month now. and somehow, everything just changed. everything feels different. hello black crooks, what happened to us?

i hate emotional attachments. so before they happen, i know i've got to push them all away. throw you out of the window, the window~~

before i become a twenteen, i wish to be happier!
after im a twenteen, everyday should be filled with heehees, hahas and yays :D