#145.


and so, three weekends at the swimming pool at ccab.
lots of eye candying (heehee ah ma :P)
and i finally finally found a GUY who i think is good looking in the canoe polo scene. first ever guy! hahaha. how come i had never noticed till now. shows that i live up to the name of being a Black Crook ar.

bronze for ivp. after the many scares from uncle that we might get last cos the team is 70% juniors. im happy we attained our goal. though im sure we could've done more during the silver medal match. thank you uncle and the team for trusting me. to play and to keep. im damn scared before every ivp game. i hope i didn't show. except when it was the bronze medal match. my nerves seriously got the better of me :X and i hope we didn't let steph and mandycandy down. and xinrong too. thank you for covering so much for us during the games. really really. i wished i had their composure. but i've learnt! it's gonna be better during the next srrr (: i promise.

i think about this so often and finally, there's black crooks' first official victory. one nil up. last 1 min and 38 secs. 4 VS. 5. and when the final whistle blew, it was the first time i realised i wanted something this much. i was supposed to feel happy but the tears just came. thank goodness for the helmet hahaha. and i really hope there are more of such victories to come. but there's so so so much to be done.

and audthepot my dear ah ma. i know i can always go to you when i think my keeping sucks, when im damn slow, when funshine feels there's something wrong! and i always hear your voice during games. always scream funshineeee yeh (:

and you, who is still there whenever i feel like talking to you about cp.

and texts of encouragement from many many people. plus wanjou, kang, happyfriend, jas, tofu and zp who came down to watch.

it's the recess week now! lots of projects to do, lots of work and sleep to catch up on. and i really need to stop skipping class. let me have the drive to study for mid terms pleaseeee. and the mental to block something out. yup yup, yingxia will learn from her many lessons and be independent (:

and to those who got them, sorry for the many "i'm busy"s and "i'm sleepy"s. i have time to breathe already ((((:

black crooks ((((:

new love (: this is forrrrr youuuuu.