#117.

another one of those funny nights.

i'd be better off in the living room watching soccer. because watching liverpool play will probably induce sleep in no time so then i can plop on my bed and sleep. oh btw my loyalty still lies with liverpool! haha. despite the many impulses to switch loyalties. i believe they will become better (like the season when gerrard scored 23 goals!) and it's still my dream to visit anfield and watch a game before they move away. and this has to be soon cos they're really moving soon ): but anyway i dont watch as much soccer as i used to. there was the time when i read the new paper everyday, starting from the back. uh, you get what i mean. from the back HAHA. not that i lost the interest, plus cable tv's still there. but i just lost touch with tv altogether.

keep waking up in the middle of the night because of coughing fits. weird. like i dont cough but once i do, i just keep coughing. i dunno if its my throat. there's like something stuck there, even after the sore throat healed after new years eve. other than that ive been sleeping ok (: cos i usually make myself supa duper tired before i go to bed.

yup so this is one night that im not that sleepy yet. talked to zit about some stuff. we kinda share the same sentiments. well well. i'll need to think a little more before saying anything on that. anyway we had lunch at adam road after trng. with uncle too! haha. uncle is funny. and getting funnier as we get to know him more. then we went to island creamery. ice cream and all that good looking servers. the latter will be an attraction to guys, and of cos girls who like to look at pretty girls (:

remember: because sometimes, everything felt like it has never happened before? this is damn wrong. HAHAHA.

time does weird things to you. damnit. anyway i told bestest about it. thats like the best i can do. talk about it. stop trying to run away because it's still there. or rather, a new problem is there. oh damnit damnit. so much for trying to keep it normal. need to bang head on wall already. even though he didnt give me very feasible solutions, i think i'd most probably end up saying/doing something drastic on impulse. so it doesnt really matter. and come on yingxia you know who cares about you and who doesnt!