they've got all the right moves and all the wrong faces

because of who you are, you can surprise people with the tiniest bit of thoughtfulness. THAT'S CHUCK BASS for you. gossip girl is going to ruin my life cos i've got many deadlines looming.

lund is very exciting and yet im scared. of all the uncertainties. I'M BRAVE AND I'LL DO JUST FINE.

since then, nothing much has changed and sea lion talk is like a prolonged msn convo. i get it now that to some people, your always the one talking and sharing; and to others, your always the one being there and listening.

and of cos im trying to fix things that i've broken. or i think i might have caused cracks in it. im trying but it's very frustrating. but for all it's worth. for the past 6 years and counting.