#119.

xpy! i want a whole shelf of carebears too :D
i just found a site which sells carebears. there's cheer bear, love-a-lot bear, bedtime bear, tenderheart bear, harmony bear, bashful heart bear, wish bear, share bear BUT NO FUNSHINE bear.

how can they not have funshine! :(

oh but i quit online shopping already! for good (: i havent been visiting spree sites or looking at the mailing list updates for about a month YAY :D so far so good. so i better not start buying carebears online. mummy will jussssst flip. HAHAHA. but i still want a shelf of carebears!

and huiwen told me ntu popular sells carebears. ntu is so hip! (cos they sell carebears hurhur) anyway, i finally stepped into pulau ntu when i went there for canoepolo 3 on 3. its indeed pulau no doubt, but i kinda like the place. so much greenery! :D

school starts in 2 days time. i have a 3 day week this sem :D monday tuesday and thursday. and tuesdays and thursdays are my training days. perfecto. and because i took 5 core biz modules last sem, im taking only 3 core this sem. one other is some health module at medicine and the last is some natural heritage module at science which makes you go on field trips! HAHA. and the good thing is don, debre and qinwei are taking it as well (: YAYness.

well well. i should blog in more detail about the year which just passed. otherwise my dec 28th entry wont do it any justice at all, especially if my already-very-short term memory fails me terribly.

january marked the beginning of a brand new year. my new affiliation with PageOne. i made friends there, a few good ones even. it was a good first-time job experience because of the wonderful people there, despite the politics of the people up there. people below are always happy people (:

going to nus, doing biz. finally something that i had always wanted. having wanjou with me is such a blessing (:

becoming part of nus canoepolo.
getting to know debre is another blessing. and of cos having susan around again is truly truly wonderful. even though i used to call her 'boring old hag' during our rv days, complaining that she needs 10 missed calls before replying to 1 sms, ass i really appreciate you (:
not forgetting everyone else who i've been seeing so often lately - qinwei zit pb audrey don sid jan :DDD i never expected that much from joining polo. like initially i felt nothing can ever match up to what hCanoe was. but i think its close to that already (: you cant compare the two, but they're both equally great. thats my love (: people who keep you going.

and quoting Happy Friend, yours truly got in and out of a relationship even before meeting up with her. and actually many others too. hahaha that sounds short, fast and bad? but it felt kinda longggg. and of course i emerged wiser from it all. and i really mean all. there's just too much complications and implications. which called for decisions to be made. one fine day susan asked me where has my decisiveness gone to. i told her ive always been decisive because im impulsive. and i still believe that impulse drives things, and you need that drive to make the world go round.

i have a new good friend. who has made me seen the world. hahaha. the path from xhz to a mature xhz! and the world isnt a happy place like i used to think. fucked up people are everywhere. i just hope i will never get to know any. and i hope new good friend is happy.

i am happy that old good friend still cares about me. when i thought he didnt. he would say that i need to become more independent. admiration aside, im beginning to think that he'd become a wise old man before he really becomes old.

and this year, i resolve to keep in touch and meet up with as many people as many times as possible (: 9p, 4G and 6A. people who keep me alive!