#99. E-N-G-L-A-N-D

im so upset that england's out =( but my love for england's still unwavered! same goes for my very inspirational idol. GO GERRARD! GO ENGLAND :) they're people who play with their Hearts. those who don't don't deserve to win and they really arent going to win HAHA. 5 times world champs and record-breaking goal scorer seriously is a big deal. when you're kicked out during the quarterfinals. no offence to fans of samba football. just that my heart doesn't lie with those who don yellow and green. I LOVE ENGLAND :D nonetheless i think that rooney is alittle looney. and that the portugese should have quit all that play acting. and screw the media bout all the biased reports. they love the english team not as if beckham and co wants all that attention. england england england england england england england england england england england. they'll be back! and gerrard will always be my brilliant brialliant idol! YAY!!

nationals in less than 2 weeks. somehow im beginning to get what hx wants of us. it's that simple. and it shall be.

"at the end of the day, i hope you all can leave with more than just results. that's all i ask of you all."

and from deep within the hearts of all the 21 of us, we know we will leave with much much much more than that. and i daresay, much more than what any other team we see at macritchie ever could experience. because there's no other coach like the one we are blessed with.

haha oh gosh i should leave more till post nats. some things are just overwhelming. and i want dear wenyi our wonderwoman to get well really soon too.

somtimes i wish for my dearest good friend to understand me alittle more. or can i say best friend? always thought to feel unhappy is one thing and to feel angry is another. but lately my emotions seem to get the better of me and i really dunno how to react to them. and im blessed with so many great friends, my parents and my bro in my life that i feel that im always on the receiving end of their love and concern without giving anything in return. am so angry with myself to snap at people for no reason whatsoever and finding it so hard to say or type a word of sorry.

i want STARBURSTS right now :(