#85. last day

of 2005! Happy New Year's Eve to all (:

i think i've got loads to say about this year but in contrast, 2005 went by too fast! was reading my past entries and there were really a whole great deal of ups and downs this year. from my very forced decision on staying in hc to having hcanoe as a big part of my life; from the frequent 4g/9P gatherings to only once in a while outings (well, this makes it even more significant i feel (: ); from thinking of the same old stuff over and over again to a point where it doesnt even matter now but i still feel happy on the rare occassions that we ever see each other or have a short conversation; from being most trusted and dependable friend to being almost a stranger to me; from thinking she's weird and scary to realising that she's a marvellous friend to have around; from being a everything-matters person to a it's-okay-i-dont-really-care ass; from shutting out everything wonderful about the school to slowly accepting it and letting the goodness grow on me and so on..

haha i think i can go on and on but those are about the ones which left the strongest impression on me. well well. didnt make any new year resolutions last year and so none for 2006 as well. wont keep to most of them anyway. but still, i hope to make the best out of 2006. train harder and study harder! and on top of everything, staying HAPPY (:

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went back to school for like, the first time over the whole 2-month hols yesterday. and ran a timed 2.4km on the much missed chinese high track after dunno how long. and i achieved under 12 minutes la! haha. it's weird how improvement hide their faces from you and you get so exasperated at that point in time. but for now, it's still to train harder harder harder. i wish i have leilei's kind of discipline!

and ive decided to get the world cup 2006 england adidas originals jacket. hahahaha. my papa is the nicest dad in the whole wide world! one shouldnt be materialistic i know. but one shouldnt decline one's father's kindness too! hahaha. and i should consider printing a 'gerrard' below the 'england' on the back of the jacket (:

still got lots and lots of undone homework! ): but nvm, yi4 si4 yi4 si4 jiu4 hao3 =P

oh and new blogskin! :D

and for now, enjoy the countdown to 2006 and party awaeeeee~