#79. holly jolly

every mon wed fri sat i wake up and get ready to leave house for trng. 1 3 5 6 is just like a routine and so i woke up today thinking that im going trng but actually im not. haha havent missed trng for a long time but today was go-temple day with papa. anyway, my dad's sucha charitable and upright man! hahaha. im so proud of having him as my papa YAY :) and so that makes me free on 2 4 7. sighs. how ironic when im actually not free 24/7 to meet up with so many pple i want to :(

was walking down to heeren with jas and we saw several people dressed in full-blue with blue santa hats giving out nivea products. thought some of them looked vaguely familiar and then realised they were hc bballers. too bad jeremin wasnt there if not could have seen him in a santa hat! haha. oh and vanessa's hot guy was there too. hahaha. apparently he only looks good on the court and not elsewhere she says =P well well, i only think green k1 is hot.

stopped at nydc for like lunch-dinner. do they call it lunchner? gosh i miss priscilla's favourite so so much! hahah. nydc has the best cheesecake i feel. it's not rich cheese but just right :) later i went kino and finally bought xmas cards! and they're purple based -- jielun's current fave color YAY!

then we sat at coffeebean and talked. for like two hours?! haha how time flies. but yea it always feels good to talk to 9P :) and they have all been asking me the same question which i really cannot answer. GRR. im so angry with myself for having such a friend. i still insist that im not in the wrong so im not going to do anything about it. even if it takes only that little bit to make things right. ROT. like ive said, im learning to feel who's good and who's not under no influence but my own :) but a big part of me still feel that the friend's good. would rather not, really.

TADA! then we started our xmas eve planning. hahah it was damn funny. we listed out ideas. then places to have xmas dinner. and then irritating things to say to people on xmas eve. we even have the script ready! HOHO. so fun. so if you're reading this now, you might just receive a nice surprise call on christmas eve! :DDD