#22. we only exchanged hi-s

BOOHOO:(

there're so many things to do and i havent done them all.

the fact that my memory is constantly failing me doesn't help.
and my motivation hasn't reached me yet.

i really know i should stop complaining.

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didn't want to spoil the whole yay-ness thing in the previous entry. but yes, there was this teeny weeny bit of not-so-happy feeling in me that one happy day. irony irony. sigggghs. some people just shouldn't have appeared. no, i shouldn't say that. cos it's my action that caused the occurence of the meeting. frankly, it did cross my mind before i went there. i thought i was going to be happy. but when it happened, i wasn't la. dunno why. tried very hard to get it off my mind for very long. so actually i didn't succeed. BOO lousy me:(