#01 .tRick or trEat

heYo~ it's late i know. and it's officially a day more to the Os! lol. so much for sounded ecstatic-.-" but the faster it's here, the faster we can get over and done with it. yeahh, can't wait for the 19th of november:D monday's paper is higher chinese. and that's like trying to cram thousands of weirdly designed characters into your brain plus their meanings to construct some pathetic sentences. bahh. i think it's the worst subject we have to study for. you mug so hard for so little. uhh, if you get what i mean.

anyway, i wanna write some stuff about graduation day. 22 October 2004. official end to my rv school days. there wasn't a tinge of sadness...basically i felt Normal. ahaha. what am i talking. i can't say i love the school but i don't hate it either. the friends and little little things that i'd experienced these 4 years really made secondary school life fruitful. special thanks to 9P (rofl, 9P= nine people) my best buds on eeeeearrrrth! can't say im that close to all 8 of them but sometimes it's the presence of the people altogether that means so much to you eh?=) 2d2k2..probably one of the best classes rv ever had=P 4g'2004. they say corruptcy and my lagginess and chairperson sorta bonded everyone together. haha. if it's true, then good. proves that there's 2 sides to everything eh? hahah. worsteam and besteam, i really enjoyed all the insults we threw at one another=P and besteam, you guys are still the cringers wahaha. uncool squarish cringers woohoo. shan't be mean further. guys..especially my dear old tong zuo (aka sitting partner), your actually-not-very-farny jokes have somehow became farny. and please impart more of your wonderful knowledge in that sense to me. i would appreciate it as much as i appreciate you:D okaee, i wont go on mentioning names cos i think i can never stop.

alex burnt me a cd with all the pics we've taken in class plus several videos. those videos are hilarious. despite the humour part, pecklim actually felt kinda...eh, emotional! hehe. that silly blacky pecky in love with his silly piglet can also feel emotional eh=P. ok...but yah. a lil' sad actually. im not a heart of stone ok. should we end up all scattered everywhere next year, wonder if things will still remain like this.

we went on stage to get our report books. chen yu yun thanked me for my help these 2 years. i dont deny i felt a little guilty at that point in time. i kinda like..didn't really like her for quite awhile. but towards the prelims..sometime around there or so, my opinion towards her changed for the better. but all's not too late yah? haha.

the results in that huge grey book. ive got what i wanted. but on the other hand, that isn't what i want. good results don't determine how successful you are. it plainly just shows your effort, dedication and perhaps that stroke of luck and genius in you. frankly i only know where i wanna be perhaps 5 to 6 years from now. how to get there is something for me to find out. on the other hand i also know where i do not wanna be. those environment which stifles creativity, forbids changes and have some dumb school system. i think majority of rvians have had enough of these. yah..whatever. the sleepless thing must be getting to me again. hahah..ok, update next time.

and anyway, HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!:D i wanna go trick or treating someday. hehe.